鸣谢生命有你参与, 笑纳我的邀请, 曲终人散却写下不会结束, 的结局

After 2 weeks of hard works, i feel happy that i am in the right track now…I no longer lost my confident and my sight! I knew it was a tough 2 weeks earlier for me to prove, but right now i really glad that I have achieved my first half goal….Although Chelsea is losing their game to MU, but losing a game doesnt mean loss their spirit. JT is the man’s man, and now is my turn to prove, I ‘m the responsible man to boost my career.

After few days struggling, now is recovering….I never look bad when I’m in bad time, and always look positively and try to find new solution….At the moment, will continue on job’s in my hands, after 8pm will be my private time, i may use it to meet frens or to work on my business plan. It seems perfect for me & I will get myself improving from time to time.

Hope this week can send out my Swatch gift to Racine.

Relieve….

I’m still single and available, haha.

Tonight same as usual, I’ll work late after gym and dinner (alone). I like the life style throughout monday to thursday, which i will have gym on Monday & Wed, while will have English class during Tues & Thursday. I look at it very healthily, perfect time management. And today, when time come to 21:33, suddenly come across some idea… Is this calling passion to work so late? or is this the direction for me? A banker job again, that trouble me alots…In my hands got a few million cases to go on, but i didnt feel happy, cuz i think i just do the job, that everyone can do it…I feel sad suddenly…I got no passion in this job, but i stil carry on…Mayb top sales is too easy for me to reach, cuz you need only put in hard work and work fast, that’s all. I think in this situation, I’m more like a robot!! Unconciously train to be banker mindset, that make me feel terrible. Cuz i always long for creativeness and bank will not have that kind of element forever. The Fcuking place is damn annoying!!I dislike the policy, dislike the STANDARD INSTRUCTION CIRCULARS, dislike all the rules play fool around….

I will back to normal…or extraordinary….is just a choice.

And I choose to be…..

Happy birthday

But you said too late for me

Cant give u a surprise celebration

Cant hands on my gift to you

Sad, sad.

I duno how to describe

But i will continue focus in my job…….

早上起身看见报纸被咬了一栽

就要抓小Mi Chi来训话

却发现已经被带走了

心冷了一刻，怎么说它都是有生命力的

突然怀念昨晚齐嬉戏

只能从照片中看着它的迟钝与呆望

希望它有个很好的主人，就安慰。

小明星

说穿了，是我近代的心态趋变

盼赶快结婚，然后生第一个小明星

再带他四处遨游… …

小小明星，是我生命的一切。

Learn from a movie: <The Forbidden kingdom>

when you want to learn new skill, you’re too ambitious to learn all

the water in bowl will pour out…

same as my current situation

i always want to learn new things, and have several plans in hand

it ends up obstruct me to continue…

maybe i just not that focus and wasting too much of time, siao eh…

now i have restrict my self to 3 main key success points :

1st, back to commercial line, work fast and furious.

2nd, focus in cross sell, to double up my income.

3rd, up grade my english.

at the moment, i have shut off all the opportunity coming from outside.

temptation is too attractive, like a young lady dance in front of you.

i hope i can stand more firmly and continue move on & without look back.

Cuz I will not leave a RHB with loser track record.

Suddenly felt tired about my job, it’s bank job.
Yes i’m selling somethings to our pride customers, but it’s not pay and carry products.
You need to give them a paper to sign, we call it LO.
We have worked on very hard, from sales team to underwriting part, but eventually customers turn down the LO, i just feel very very sorry, as it cant turn to exact figure.

I know I need to double up my effort so that i can hit my sales target, and i have done it on april, i feel extremely great, but somehow i still strongly agree that I’m not the right man for bank job. My innovation and creativeness are my strong asset to move on my own career!! And i really plan on it every moment.

I hv passion in my new design proposal and business outline, i hope i can surpass the last stage…

I pray.. and i wish , my dream will come true, not too far from now.

最近用钱量大增，可以探讨无错

衣著方面新配搭，来自最近时尚灵感，你看行不行？

3 Topman Tees & 2 Jeans, 1 Zara Tees, 1 Pull & Bear Tees

1 Edwin slippers & 构思中的adidas shoes

食方面接触的高对手也提高，尝试新食包括

Palacious restaurant  & lounge, 与Racine同行

韩国餐厅和Zouk, 与Lancy同行

常逛的浦点是Pavilion

再加上British Council上课和构思中的手型电脑

开始思索如何增加收入了。

只是最近看了套连戏剧，金石良缘

学到了何谓踏实、刻苦耐劳。

我想是时候回到最原来的点，用另一种视野对待新的环境。

金钱可以带来幸福吗？这定律无法对抗

我要的是实实在在的感觉，告诉我… …

你大概猜错
我也许喜欢恋爱却未曾有许多个
若爱人百个像你们看我谁敢喜欢我
遇上的就算多停下过未算多
要是谁来都想爱爱
统统亦是未够爱
我大门长年不开
只想一开前面有将来
情人不算多但都深爱过
志在投入并非贪满座
看世上最好几个亦曾为我闪亮过花火
情人不要多但毕竟每个
厚度浓度值得毕生庆贺
名字太少就是从未耀眼似星河
仍然有精彩地发生过

这个礼拜过得糟透

如同是左右手不属于我、左右脑也忘了启发

眼被蒙蔽、心力交瘁，又或者是力不从心。

我不懂，真得不懂

没有见你的日子，仿佛失去一块，叫做精彩。

我不再有灵感，写我要的字句和工作

我像是病了，也算是种思念。

你是我的眼和我爱的人

我知道这样的角色从来不会落实

我会脚踏实地一步一步起航，你就是我的肩翼

有一天会来到你的方向。

当身体是那么飘浮虚脱，唯有加强心灵建设

一定要忍受所谓孤单，直到再见到你。

你的精彩，我一定要摆脱，要在没有你影子底下

继续变强。