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Tonight same as usual, I’ll work late after gym and dinner (alone). I like the life style throughout monday to thursday, which i will have gym on Monday & Wed, while will have English class during Tues & Thursday. I look at it very healthily, perfect time management. And today, when time come to 21:33, suddenly come across some idea… Is this calling passion to work so late? or is this the direction for me? A banker job again, that trouble me alots…In my hands got a few million cases to go on, but i didnt feel happy, cuz i think i just do the job, that everyone can do it…I feel sad suddenly…I got no passion in this job, but i stil carry on…Mayb top sales is too easy for me to reach, cuz you need only put in hard work and work fast, that’s all. I think in this situation, I’m more like a robot!! Unconciously train to be banker mindset, that make me feel terrible. Cuz i always long for creativeness and bank will not have that kind of element forever. The Fcuking place is damn annoying!!I dislike the policy, dislike the STANDARD INSTRUCTION CIRCULARS, dislike all the rules play fool around….
I will back to normal…or extraordinary….is just a choice.
And I choose to be…..
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